The harsh reality is that drinking isn’t going to wash the taste of her lips out of my mouth or erase her memory from my mind.
So when people leave, I’ve learned the secret: let them. Because, most of the time, they have to.
Let them walk away and go places. Let them have adventures in the wild without you. Let them travel the world and explore life beyond a horizon that you exist in. And know, deep down, that heroes aren’t qualified by their capacity to stay but by their decision to return.” — The Staying Philosophy (Everyday Isa)
Don’t fucking talk about her like that. Sorry, I get that you’re trying to give me advice or take my side, but calling her a ‘fucking cunt” is unacceptable and I won’t tolerate it on my blog or in my life. I don’t care if she hates my guts or talks smack about me or spread lies about me or whatever else her friend said. I loved her more than anyone or anything, and I still care about her a lot. She’s not a “fucking cunt.” Maybe she did/said a few things that were’t entirely fair, but believe it or not, I can be an asshole. Hell, I was an obnoxious bitch to her sometimes (a lot more towards the end) and I needed to grow up a bit (thank God I have) and for her to give me a harsh reality check (thank God she did).
I think I’m just going to go check out other premed groups and see what else my school has to offer, then pick one. Thanks for your advice though, I guess. And don’t talk about her like that to me ever again, mmkay? ‘Kay, thanks.
Guys, I went to this club meeting today for the premed group at my school and I totally forgot that there was a likely chance that my ex would be there and SHE WAS.
Like, I guess now I do recall her saying that she was in a premed group, but as far as I was concerned she wasn’t that active in it and I don’t even think she mentioned it by name, only by “the premed club” which (in all honesty) is pretty vague since there are a ton of premed groups on campus (I got fliers from all of them because I wanted to find the one that would best suit me. Today’s group just so happened to be the first one out of all of them that I could make it to).
Now I kinda like this club because they have a lot of opportunities and resources, but also do I really want to be running into my ex a lot? I mean, I also need to be doing a premed related club, but also this first meting was a little boring. Also, one girl said that she could help us find research positions on campus and I’m currently looking to take up a second research position on the side while I’m here. But also, I don’t want to be running into someone who absolutely hates my guts all the time. Decisions, decisions. Second opinions would be much appreciated.